HAPPY 20th to JON !!!

=) yaay forgot your bdae so many years but this year i remembered! Muahaha and wished you so early sumore caan. Know stress is building up all around you but put your faith in God, and He'll heal =) YOU better mug hard horr! Don't only know how to say me wahaha!

Life back on track!

Ha yaay! I feel on track =D

Inching my way back into living life as a Christian. Starting each day with God really makes a difference!

I'm grateful for the friends that I have. Their nonsense makes my life less boring. =D

Catching up with all my work this sem compared to last sem which was TOTALLY disorganised. BioD CA today was a MAD RUSH since we only had 20 mins for 20 questions BOO! I almost got a heart attack yesh..but so far I've only heard 1-2 mistakes I made. So yeaps not bad =D Did a silent prayer before the paper since I knew I didn't finish all that I could, asked Him to lead and guide me along SO glory be to God!

My love life is...stagnant. Hurr but I'd rather have it this way than to have all the emotional uproarrrrs. I still love my Ahgong hee

So yeaps I'm HAPPPPPPPY!

ANW, a short preview of of LAME my Ahgong (Puang) is getting everyday. Haha it's really infectious! But it makes me a happy happy gurrrrl! Whee! Hee!

(studying at SSA yesterday with a lethargic lil pig who webcasted for an hr plus)
Me: Do you want to take a BREAK FIRST then study later?
Ahgong: *blinks* hmm Ah mah I had BREAKFAST a long time ago already. I'm going to have DINNER soon.
Me: -sianzzzz-

Yeaps...my lil bundle of sunshine who's in the midst of his maths paper now =)

Yaay anw just to update, Chipz is coming homeeeeeee in June! Whee! Yes YOU BETTER BE after you've told me already! =)

Removal of Expletives @#&*$^*&

Yessh I'm trying to CUT DOWN on my expletive usage. Fwah why does everyone think it's so amusing HUH? VERY FUNNY MEH! Stupid KT says that that day will come together with him striking 4D and Li says she'll be fining me 50cents with each vulgarity I say. BOO! Apparently Puang thinks it's coz people find it damn *AHEMS* amusing to be teasing me. Hurr. That sounds all too familiar...it has C H I P Z inscribed in invisible ink all throughtout that sentence =p

ANW I am doing this not coz I suddenly decided to become all demure and ladylike (yesh I can already hearrr the big hoo-ha) but came to this realisation while praying after service on Sun. Think somehow going to Wesley changed me internally, touched me spritually. Am always moved to tears at some point during the service (which now even Puang can guess that I cried before I told him I did!!!haha)

Wells..was just reflecting on myself then. He had given up everything for me. But what had I done in my life to show that I'm following in His way? What have I done to show that I had been leading a Christian life all this while? Most importantly, what have I done to make him proud?

No, I haven't led anyone to church
No, I haven't been paying full attention during sermons
No, I haven't been to church on time every Sunday unless I'm playing for service
No, I haven't been truthful all the times (eh but I've tried to..I meant LOONG time ago)
No, I have not loved my brothers and sisters in Christ as I'm supposed to
No, I havent been to Sunday School for a loooong loooong time. And the last time I went was coz Angela and Gene had to coaxed me upstairs.
No, I've not been doing my Quiet Time since..secondary school?
No, I haven't been putting my full faith in God and letting Him take over my life

Yes, I've been making full use of the creative world of expletives
Yes, I've stepped down from being a church pianist coz I can't get over myself
Yes, I haven't been playing 100% for the glory of God, sometimes it was more of performance than worship.
Yes, I can't control my temper sometimes, especially when it comes to my all so lovely DAD
Yes, I'm guilty of having stopped praying

Haiz...typing out that list just made me more depressed BLEH

I want to start living a true Christian life. I want to walk in His way. I want to let Him take over the wheels of my life and let Him be in control coz I've never for a moment doubted His plans for me are perfect. I want to make Him proud of me!

Yaa AND I WANT TO CUT DOWN MY EXPLETIVE USAGE. Hurr so amusing meh! Die liao if people find it amusing means I've really been saying too too TOOOO often already. Boo.

SO HELP ME by - not being idiotic so I won't scold you OR remind me each time you sense the EFF word is at the tip of my tongue.

Thou shall cut down on bitching about things and people
If ever I have the urge, I'm just gonna sort it out logically and rant about only things that are REASONABLE. I shall just walk away from people with irritating faces and annoying ways of handling things.

Thou shall abstain from getting drunk
BUT this does not mean I'm gonna abstain from alcohol AND if anyone snatches away my Bourbon again like *AHEM* my dear Shaun and Pau, I'll...not be so nice. I still wanna enjoy myself when I club. I still wanna enjoy that momentary "high". BUT I'll not get myself wasted.

Thou shall cut down on expletive usage
I shall stick myself to Puang 24/7 wahaha! Ok laah kidding hee...coz somehow I always censor myself without knowing in front of him. Ha that's a good thing though =D Ok If I have enough reasons to rant about something that much, I shall replace my expletives with FISH, EFF and FRIGGIN' =) I did already realise how HARD it is in the span of 42 hours. Mouth became damn itchy siaa.

Thou shall go back to regular praying before I sleep. And shall start each day with a lil prayer in my heart.

Yeaps so my friends, let's all try to do this together. It's not impossible. Something that I've brought home from service : Humans are finite creatures compared to God who is infinite. With Him ALL is possible. He makes the impossible possible (a special hint to someone not to give up hope). Often we might also lose ourselves in directing our belief into prayer and faith instead of GOD who is omnipotent. Christ makes things happen. He'll turn YOUR life around as He had turned mine.

Feel like crying all of a sudden. I'm feeling so helpless. An empty feeling of helplessness...

I don't know how else to help...

In the midst of doing what I'm doing at almost 4 in the morning, I'm wondering if it's gonna be of any help at all.

I'm willing myself to do it. Telling myself that it'll be of some use. Hoping and praying you won't reject it. Even if it kills me...I'm gonna do it.

I understand your fear, coz I'm feeling it too. With every lil bit I know more of...I'm fearing it more...

But I'll be by your side through it all

I'll be loving you forever (Damage)

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart
You'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun
You are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always round
When I'm in need
When troubles on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I want to spend forever with you

Chorus:
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart
You'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

We've had our fun
And we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you so easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I want to share forever with you


'Cause this is a world where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go
Won't go that way, that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
'Cause I love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart
You'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that
I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe whenever I'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When I talk, I only talk about you, girl

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart
You'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

Don't want to be mad at you =( *grouch* haiz I don't know why I'm so mad at it also. I hate guys like that, and I don't want to brand you as one of them. I don't want to brand you as one of those superficial perves, not when I know you more than that.

Are all guys really the same?

Hmm...why am I so angry about it anyway??? Aurgh... =(

Haha ok here's the bear and THE DUCK! Lol. I was standing on top of the table taking this photo caan.

Ohyaa and Puang had to do this ICQ chat thingin' for some SOC *snorts* student's FYP. Apparently he'll get 20 bucks after doing it 3 times. So we went to ZHEN other people. Wahaha he signed in as Sexy_babe and duuh of coz perverse guys will be chatting with US thinking that he is chatting with some ahems babe. SO we successfully HOOKED this pervert and led him on. He wanted to see a photo so we said that 'I' couldn't use MSN for some reason but since 'I'm' modelling for an agency in Spore he could get 'my' pics online. Wahhaa so we went to check out this Diva Modelling agency in spore and sent him the link of one of the girl's profile. LOL.

after sending the link...
Puang : ehh he never reply leh
Me: *blinks at Puang* DIE...CONFIRM wanking already!!!! WAHAHA!
And Puang types : still there? LOL

And that dumb perve was asking if 'I' wanted bigger tits. Wahlau wtf? The model me and Puang chose already quite pweetty and BIG already WAAD. Honestly wad else do these kinda lechers want siaa. Next time hope you kena one girlfriend SO BIG that you suffocate while having sex lah. Sheesh.

Haha Puang was so sad that we couldn't end off then convo telling him "happy wanking", coz we got disconnected before that. It was hilarious nevertheless. Totally the highlight of our mugging session. =D Read our convo below!!!

Was mugging with Puang at SSA yesterday. Lianguo..err Lianguo's friend and Candice were there mugging away already when we reached. And while I was resting for abit, guess what I saw! This poor bear HANGED from the ceiling!!! OMG lah haha the works of another stressed NUS student. LOL and a suicide note stuck to it saying "I've got cancer. I can't take it anymore! Goodbye. Tell the duck I'm sorry" LOL wth? Totally hilarious..took photos will post it up soon.

Me to LG: Omg did you see the bear?
LG : I've been here the last three days, it's been here a week already lehh.
LG to Puang : Why you never take it down?
Puang: Huh? Haha I was thinking of hanging the sabretooth tiger (there was another tiger soft toy on the table) together with the bear then not so lonely.
Me: DIAOOOOO!!!!! LAME!!!!

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AND kena zhen by Lianguo and Puang!!! Bleh Puang insists that he never zhen me but he was laughing away at me laaah! Wahlau accomplice!

(Puang bought this packet of SOUR gummy sticks)

Me to Puang: Don't you want to eat it? Hmm is it really very sour?
Puang: go ahead you can eat it first
Me to LG : you want some?
LG took one and bites A BIG HALF of the gummy stick and chews away happily
Me: huuh not sour meh?
LG: NO LAH sweet!
Me looking at Puang
Puang: yaa it's sweet
SO DUMB ME went to take a HUGE BITE and chewed into HALF of the gummy stick since LG also chewed off half
Me: *SCRUNCHES FACE* OMGGGGAWD! AHHHHH
LG and Puang happily roaring away in laughter

Wahlauuu! And my horrid Ahgong kept laughing at me!!! Bleh. And still point to the packet somemore and say it's SOUR. BLEH BLEH BLEH. I know it says sour lah! But stupid LG didn't have reaction wan maah how I know he can tahan. KENA ZHEN!!! BOO!

My Lovies!*MUACKZ!*

=) hee okie yaa I know I'm mad, but just felt a sudden rush of love for my friends so decided to blog it down so I shall remember it the next time I wanna strangleeeee these few people

Puang (aka Ahgong) - for sharing so so much with me. For all his SUPER LAME JOKES which makes me either wanna strangle him or bang my own head haha =). For being 'bo tua bo sui' and teasing his Ahmah! And of coz being there for me every time I need him. MY SELFLESS AHGONG!!! To sum it up, you're really the light of my life lah huh haha. *beams* my every reason to fall in love, over and over again. And I love you for every flaw, every strength, coz without each and every one of them, you won't be YOU =) my precious gem.

Lisaaaa - My neurotic and paranoid best friend (gawwd what did I do to deserve this wahaha!)
The one person who as seen me through hmm quite alot =) from childish tweerps sitting next to each other in secondary school to best friends for life. Yeaps though we really are TOTAL opposites and have agreed that we're both damn glad we are best friends instead of lovers, coz we'll just end up murdering each other and landing up in jail...and let's not forget the times I feel like AURGH strangling her for all her paranoid nonsense...yeah for so many other reasons I LOVE HERRRR!!!! Yeah and how we can scold each other horrible names like "go and die lah you dumb dingbat!" and "fcuk you lah bitch" and not be insulted wahaha! Ehh we have our own ways of declaring our LOVE haha! *muackx*

KT - haha yes I've said before this guy is by far the best person for me to scold "fcuk you" haha never scold until so nice beore LOL. Yeaps we enjoy bullying each other though he always kena bullied by me more than the other way round MUAHAHA. Coz I just have to give him my super black annoyed look and he'll be damn HUMJI already!

Chang - I'LL NEVER FORGET you sitting on top of the table in the dark curled up like a baby ghost, in the middle of the night at 5.30am AFTER FRIGHT NIGHT and scaring the shitt outta me. And the way you just blinked in shock when I screamed and hurled expletives at you, when you were apparently thinking of what moisturizer to use first! Haha you're a classic lah bitch

Sam my pandaaa! - my uber mr nice guy. =) for listening to my continuous rantings about every lil nonsense. For being so damn sweet and patient about everything. Ehh don't turn gay!!!! Haha you're type is still very much appreciated. We became friends under weird circumstances, don't know how to say it, but he has already became very much a big part of my life. One of the RARE selfless guys I've seen. Yeaps shall help him advertise abit, GIRLS...hmm or GUYS *LOL* HE'S STILL UP FOR GRABBBBS! Haha msg me for details on this breed of panda if you're interested in being set as a happy girl for life =)

Fluffy! - Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Fluffy is a super sweet and nice guy. Haha ok think you guys get my idea. Another selfless sweetass who will stop at nothing to make you happy. =)

Kai - for being my special superhero every time. ANOTHER sweetass friend who's always there for me. And I really mean ALWAYS. He will do anything within his means just to make everything ok for a friend. And always knowing the exact things I would want to hear. I think he has a radar with me, knowing when I'm down or happy. Hee..Yeah though always kena suan-ed upside down by you and the dumb guys, I shall TAHAN since you mean that much to me! =D

Wheeeee WE ARE BORED =) it's raining here outside SSA!!! *snooooze*
On behalf of ah mah, I'll go STUDY now! =)

Ahmah and Ahgong signing offffffff

clubbing = flings?

hmms...just a thought since a few of my friends had issues arising from clubbing.

Things DO happen in clubs. In fact, it seems to be the place where these things happen the easiest. Actually I don't think it's all scandalous and bad, since everyone is just having fun and letting loose. Dancing and drinking are two things that is no fun doing alone. And duuh you need a partner or a group be it guys or girls to dance waad. Siao arh or else dance alone meh? If you are paranoid about being rumoured together, then dance with girls lah. I still think it's damn fun to dance with my bitches waad. Especially how me and Li will go crazy when OUR song is being played =D

AND it you wish to dance with the opp. sex , heys no big deal since everyone is out to have fun. But one word - Discipline. Whatever happens in the clubs, keep it within the clubs. Don't ever bring whatever it is outta the clubs and confuse it with reality. Everyone is still the same friends. Those are not true feelings and love. And when people start to confuse that with true feelings and love, that's how it all starts to get ugly.

It is sad if these so called flings were once your good friends. And when things start to get outta hand, the friendship is torn and broken, never able to be the same way again.

So...to that few peeps of mine, hope everything will turn out well for you! To those who had never experienced this before, don't ever let it happen.

settled settled settled

Hmms...so many things happening over these few days of CNY...finally settled down more or less for now.

Settled things with Mich. 2 year conflict finally over. Wells seems like there were alot of misunderstandings and people saying different things to us that made this whole issue become uglier and uglier. Whatever it is...it's over, so everyone let's just shuddup and enjoy our lifes.

Settled things with someone else. Someone I really do care about alot but couldn't bring myself to love. One day, you'll find someone, someone more worthy of your love. Didn't we both already know what it would come to? Hurting you was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I'm sorry. But for now, I've given my heart away to someone else, and I never really gotten it back to make myself whole again. Loving you, would just turn into a mistake we would regret in time to come.

But I know we'll work through this, and we'll be alright again =) we'll be the way we once used to be again.

Thanks Kai, Elv and Panda for being there for me, to scream at, to rant at, to whine at and to see me cry my eyeballs out. Haha dumb Kai says that everytime he talks to me, he'll always come up with some kinda new nonsense he wouldn't even have thought he would dream of, which apparently makes him feel wiser. Lols cheap thrill lah you. But yeaps, he has this weird power of putting my every emotion into words, emotions that even I myself couldn't figure out. Haha and yeaps he further convinced me that I wasn't a pyscho wahaha! Yaay and I finally figured it out! =)

With every issue that arises, it just makes it stronger. You're my every reason to love...and I'm loving you all over again, stronger and much more this time...

Reunion Dinner!

lao-ing the yu seng

me and my nephew jeremy =)

muahaha!

my niece Sandy

my niece Shan-Shan

haha this gal bessst lah damn cute

me: heyz you're in K2 already arh? haha how? got boyfriend anot?

SS: yaa got *beams*

me: haha REALLY ARH! tell me your boyfriend's name can?

SS: Richard Tom Allan Micheal Danny Daniel blah blah blah

me: *STUNNED* FWAH! Ehh boyfriend only ONE lah! Alamak

my lil cousin Anna-Grace. Isn't she soo damn pweeetty?

Mao's farewell =) Hva great time over there dear!

haha THIS looks awfully familiar *grinz*

Hoo hoo hoo? I'm seeing three of me! Whee

Our aimless gaigai in Vivo =D

my rosy rose and his lilyish lily!

muahaha! ehh he wasn't kena abused caan, he put the lily quite *ahems*WILLINGLY

hee!

omggg...it looks sooo good!

Happy Belated!!!

OMG! I AM SUCH AN IDIOT!!! AHHH! Honestly lah, I've the knack for forgetting all my friend's bdaes! AURGHH! On Vdae I was still thinking to myself, hey, tmr is Fluffy's bdae then day aft is GH bdae, THEN i totally forgot on both days!!!!

ANW HAPPY BELATED BDAE to my two darlings Fluffy and GH!!!

Fluffy who turned 20 on 15th Feb, who has err not put on any weight so is not allowed to come my house to bainian wahaha!

And of coz my no.1 crapster GH who turned 22 on 16th Feb. Haha I owe you lambo! Won't forget =)

Lols and to all the people who's bdaes I err TEND TO forget haha, my dearest Geneeee, Sabby, KT, Scoop and Marc haha Gene and Marc esp, since I forgot their bdaes for 3 consecutive years lols, damn SORRRRRRY! Haha it's the thought that counts though *grinz*sooo...HAPPY BDAAAAAY! *HUGZ MUACKS*

GROW UP!

Yeah...call me a kaypoh for poking my nose into this and getting worked up over things that don't even concern me, but sometimes I just can't stand seeing all these kinda nonsense.

Honestly lah...you guys are blardy uni students already caan, just GROW UP lah. Bitch and bitch and bitch for WHAT? It amuses me how it can make you happy lah. It's not easy running a comm with people against you can. If you're really that unhappy and really that irritated, try running the comm yourself lah, and I'll see how it collapses under your hands. Why wanna go all out to do this kinda underhanded things...childish can. Not happy, QUIT LAH! Siao...

Yes I don't know you much, neither do I wish you know you more, coz from what I already know of you and the things you do, you're not the kinda person I wanna know more about. PERIOD.

I think God work truely shines through from the people around me. Think I gotta learn more from them. NOT TO GET WORKED UP!!!

You do...you mean that much to me

"Does this mean anything to you?"

I don't have an answer to that. I haven't found one. But that doesn't mean your question has left my mind.

I feel betrayed by my own feelings. At the same time, I don't want to hurt you, coz you mean that much to me...you really do.

awhile ago...i've given my heart away, my whole heart, whatever that was left of it be it scarred or broken...and i've never really gotten it back

My Dian Deng Paos!

Lol why called dian deng paos? Coz these few people brightened up my ALMOST horrid night.

Thanks to my Panda for leaving the best bamboo shoots for me =p You're precious in your own lil way! I'm rearing a funny panda..coz somehow arh he apparently loves it when I grouch to him. Like huuh? First time I hear got people very happy to be listening to someone ranting and ranting away. Lols...you rock lah. I give you...ONE bamboo shoot. *BIG FAT GRINZ*

Thanks Elv, for dropping by...and nagging at me ONCE AGAIN. =) It's been sucha long while since we had talks like that. Fwah seems like I always kena scolding...can adopt him as my new father already lah

Elv: Wahlau ehh..YOU arh, so many years already still dunno how to change. Everytime also thinking for people, it's time you think about yourself!!!
Me: *stun*SO FIERCE!

Haha but thanks lah =) standing by me is already good enough. Haha when he sent me back almost forgot he always used to send me to my doorstep and then walk the 12floors down coz SOMEONE is scared of the lift!!! Muahaha glad you were not molested on the way back lah huh LOL.

Actually come to think of it...been through alot of ups and downs with this lil tweerp...seen so much of him that others won't be able to know or understand, just have this sudden rush of pride in me that he has made it through and came this far. =) I always had faith in you, and how much you could do. Don't look back with regrets, all you can do now, is to go further. It'll all blow over.

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I miss Chipz =( Seems like no matter how annoying he can be when he's back home, I'll miss him so much when he's gone. I hate that he's away for so long. (yeah chipz i hate your 'bitch' as much as you do!haha) And this lil ass is SO DAMNS SWEET when he tried singing the cheena song 'yue liang dai biao wo de xin' over that webcam. Haha omg lah it was hilarious how this ENGLISH KANTANG tried speaking in chinese to me. I DONT UNDERSTAND!!! Baah this tweerp has the knack of driving me up the wall to the point I really just wanna MURDER him, but also has the knack of melting my heart when he does all these lil things*beams* But he got disconnected halfway!!!! GROUCH! Haha shall force him to sing again tmr HEE.

Wahlau ehh..AND not only does he drive over to kachiao me in the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT when he's back home, telling me to get outta the house in my ugliest moments, guess what? He does it even when he's back in Aust! Bathe and in pjs already, then tell me to on webcam!Sheesh..I think arh this dumbass really looooooves to catch me in my fugliest moments. BLEH!

BUT haha all is forgiven after he suddenly pelted out the song in his super jialat chinese...haha ok laah it's not really THAT horrible, think it improved ABIT lols, but still hearing this KANTANG speak cheena is just too funny. He has a hongky accent!!! Wth?

Ahahah AND have successfully made him agree that I'm PWEEEETTY! LOL *grinz* I shall conveniently leave out what that really means wahaha!

Awww thanks Chipz! I want a repeat telecast tmr! Hehz *GRINZ* just thought it was really damn sweet of him =)

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sometimes...i wish that it didn't have to be others

sometimes I wish that person could be you

I just fall in love again (Anne Murray)

Dreaming
I must be dreaming
or am I really lying here with you

Baby
You take me in your arms
and though I'm wide awake
I know my dream is coming true

Chorus:
And though I
Just fall in love again
Just one touch and then it happens every time
There I go I
Just fall in love again
and when I do
I can't help myself I fall in love with you

Magic
It must be magic
The way I hold you and the night just seems to fly

Easy
For you to take me to a star
Heaven is that moment when I look into your eyes

Chorus:
And though I
Just fall in love again
Just one touch and then it happens every time
There I go I
Just fall in love again
and when I do
I can't help myself I fall in love with you

I can't help myself I fall in love with you

My Happy Ordinary Day with YOU =)

I don't need anything more from you, coz just your presence beside me makes me smile from the bottom of my heart. Being happy and silly with you was all too familiar to me. You gave me the happiest day...the happiest ordinary day.

And I love you...for everything deep down inside you

If there was a chance to freeze a moment in time with you...I wouldn't know which to choose, coz every moment with you seems to be perfect.

The most ordinary day, became extraordinary...coz that extra, is you

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it never felt stronger than this

beside you under the starry velvet sky, is where I always want to lie

my happy Ahgong and his prezzie!=)

first step to being HOTT-ERRR hee

me the mafia queen

me and my HOTT-ERR Ahgong!

OMG yes...now I fully understand why it was sooo hilarious to stupid Melon

OMG I'm DAMN SHORT!!!! 161 : 185

Uh ohh...you're not allowed in Sakae sweets!

Haha and Puang gives me...

THIS FACE!!! Aahah so sad lykdat LOL

AWWWW

hee apparently SOMEONE is jealous coz it seems that I'm dating the sparklers

SPARKLERS wanna get jealous, OTHER GUYS not jealous wahlauu...

i know how everyone worships me yupz *grinz*

WHEEE!

setting up our big fat heart HEE

lighting up our big fat heart *double HEE!*

YAAY! SO PWEEEETTY!

=) haha I think well both remember how PRECIOUS this photo is haha

i feel fat

OP. Owl and Puang =)

muahaha I happen to like this photo =p

WHEEEE! I'm a happy lil girrrrl!

you're the sweetest thing that has happened to me =)

FAT FACE!!! POOF!

wahaha doesn't Puang look like a cute lil squirrrrel?!

And im just looking unglam lah huuh

Ahgong & Ahmah

the end of our sparklers! BOOOO! I waaan somemore!

My big fat WATERMELON is famous!!!

Allan MELON Alex Sim Yew Yen!!!! Wahaha since you're too humji to buy the

mag, I shall be nice and post it here for you!=)

Melon! presenting...your 25 yr old admirer LOL i bet there will

be alot of aunties also laah wahaha!

think this guy is quite hott too =) (please insert my usual disclaimer HERE haha)

think it must be the striped shirt...hmm

sexxxxxxy voiceeeee *swoons*

Yaay! So prouda my Melon! Whee! Going down for the Top 50 bash to support him muahaha and also to drool err to relax my eyes hehz! Bash is on March 16th everyoneeee! =)

Miss you guys!!! =)

Haha omg this is uncanny manz...Saf! Where has my slut beeeen! Lol I was just thinking about Mel this morning coz the radio was repeating the news about Anna Nicole Smith's passing. Haha ehh Mel! Your ANS no more liao lah guess you gotta only settle for your Pamela Mamelas *GRINZ* Gawd I miss you guys! Heys I've mid sem break next wk! Let's go out for our drink session manz...it's been AGES! BOO Mel you suck haha.

i don't know you...

Sometimes...I'm just sick and tired of everything...and I think that's precisely how someone hopes that I'll feel...

Maybe it's like what Sam said...certain things we just refuse to believe. I can't believe what you said was real...that you can just not care about those things at all. That it doesn't matter to you at all.

I gave all I can...not asking for anything back except for some dignity and knowledge that I've given up that much...maybe that's too much to ask. Coz at the end of it...it somehow came across that I'm a needy demanding unreasonable bitch.

how can the one person who makes you so happy...make you so sad?

Yupz we've decided that we shall take only black n white photos next time for ONE big fat reason - covering up our fugly facesssss ..ok MY fugly face *bleh*

Entertaining ourselves while Jerm picks out 400 bucks worth of Ralph Lauren...total madness manz...told him too much money should invest in the 'Save Janna' fund instead...much more worth it laaah.

YESH AHEMS we WERE supposed to be doing research in the lib, HOW did we land up picking out Ralph Lauren, and shopping instead???




i love my best bitch *muacks*

me and xiaaaa!

i miss Chipz ='(

i want THIS chipmunk home NOOOOW!

Humpty Dumpty SLEPT on Rover's table...

Humpty Dumpty wakes up