Feel like crying all of a sudden. I'm feeling so helpless. An empty feeling of helplessness...

I don't know how else to help...

In the midst of doing what I'm doing at almost 4 in the morning, I'm wondering if it's gonna be of any help at all.

I'm willing myself to do it. Telling myself that it'll be of some use. Hoping and praying you won't reject it. Even if it kills me...I'm gonna do it.

I understand your fear, coz I'm feeling it too. With every lil bit I know more of...I'm fearing it more...

But I'll be by your side through it all