You made me who I am today

My slut top and my slut =) *mUacKz*

Night out at MOS. Orgasmic *licks*

The Bitch, Bimbo and Sluts UNITE !


"I miss that part. That part of pouring your heart out until there's nothing left to hide" - plagarism from Guang the Puang's blog =p

This part of me, came from one of the most special people in my life.
SAFIAAAAAH! My comrade, accomplice, partner in crime at OUB *grinz*
All the shit we did, laughing fits we had until both of us pengsan on the floor, bimbotic moments (ehh that includes YOU too ok. Which idiot gave the remote control for patient to cover eye with?=p ) , bitching over *ahems* Ms Ogilvy, pour-heart-soul-out talks, icecream eatouts by the quay
I MISSED THEM ALL SLUT! =)

The most important lesson in my life, I learnt it from her - Be honest with who you are
Spend some time with her, you'll know what you see is what you get. Genuine, sincere and the most honest bitch I've ever came across =) . You taught me to be me. Doesn't matter what it is, or who might be judging you, always be honest and true to your feelings. You taught me to let it go. Doesn't matter if we look silly, just as long as we have fun.

A big part of who I am today came from you babe. LOVE YOU!

And Jenn you bitch, where the hell are yooou? Stop having sex with Waltz and come out meet us manz!
I miss that night at Indochine. One of the bestest greatest nights out. What with the cake fight , boob slapping and all sheesh =D Kissing all round the table eh? *wriggles eyebrows* Ahaha was it Faizal's bet that we took up?Having to tongue each other lolx
I miss how we acted damn bimbotic trying to pose behind those tourists and then realised they were snapping with digi cams (shit) .
I miss the picnic we had at EC, me you Waltz Saf Ali and how can we forget, OSCAR lol.
I miss your ULTRA BIMBOTIC jokes

Me(bored shredding papers) : ehh bitch, next time would you want to give birth naturally or op for caesarian?
Jenn (thinks hard) : of coz natural lah!
Me: huh why of coz?
Jenn : ehh natural birth natural baby WHAT
Me : WTH..then caesarian leh?
Jenn : Caesarian baby LAH


=D Jenn, wherever you are, take care of yourself alrights.

Slept 15 hrs today. Rights, time to get down to mugging. BOOO

Bobo's party at Butter Factory
Love you guys!=)

 

What better way to fly...than Owl Airways =)





The Puang and Owl creation getting bored in Central Lib

YEEEAH! Today was the Puang and Owl reunion after getting lost in Berke and getting drunk at Butter Fac. I missed Puang manz. Lolx think we're bad influence on each other ahahah we're getting more crazy each day =p nvm I like MUAHAHA.

Friday's the offical Puang and Owl get FAT day. Eat first, complain later. Hehe we were deciding on either Arts canteen or Macs at Engine. No prizes for getting the right answer. We went Macs to stuff our face with faaaaats =D

Went Central Lib to mug. Ehh I was mugging..finished about half Genetic Chap 11..while Guang the Puang was getting lost in his world again. PUAAAANG! You're gonna make me OLD and NAGGY leh. Haha attention span even less than me lah lousy *ka-bish* mug lah you've 4 tests next week! *frowns* Scold you if I see myself getting wrinkles!

Lolx but there's a time for mugging and a time for play. Towards the end we both got ourselves silly. Haha Puang started to write postcard for me, then in the end I joined him and it became a Puang and Owl creation. TADAAAAH. Ahahah SOOO FUNNY manz. Such fun!=D Puang you're the best lah!*hugz*

ANYWAY, I gotta say, felt so so much better after talking to Guang the Puang ytd. So much stronger emotionally somehow. I can't even think of the words to describe this guy. What you see is what you get. He's just so innocent, genuine and sincere, you don't have to think of the word 'hurt' when you're with him. He makes things so much less complicated, so much more real.

Puang you're a GREAT GREAT GREAT friend you know =) And you mean so so much to me you know. Owl will always be your life buoy alrights. She won't allow you to sink! So don't. Everyone loves you. I'll be here anytime you wana talk heart to heart, scream your lungs out, or find someone to punch (what sacrifice ahahah) And I will replenish your happy pills everytime you finish ok? =)

Friends for life, that's what I know for sure I have in you




 

 

Ahahah we're such cam whores hehz. Lolx I'm trying to look nice while Puang..Puang's trying to be dumb *grinz*





Nicest pic outta all Ahahha 

To my Biaatch, my Slut, my Whore, my Bimbo

MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE! Ahahaha ok lah Faizal I'll let you share...one tenth of Saf with me *grinz* Went back to OUB to make some happy pills for Guang the Puang lolx and of coz to see my bitch at the same time heh..Haha we had fun being stupid again *beamz* LOVE YOOOOU WHOREEE! I missed you so much!=)
Ahhaha and yes Mel you're getting slimmer and more handsome each day ya? Lolx thought I would save you 5 MnMs but decided to be good and give you 2 haha. Keep running! Die die Kwan will make you crawl over that marathon finishing line =p I've faith in YOU



I love Sluts. That's you =)


Cam whores will find ANYTHING in the room to pose with =p 

Gone...

Happy 21st Bdae Bobo!Ahhaha so we were the only 2 merlions that night*grinz*
Lolx fine my reaction abit slow lah the merlion in me only came out in the morning. Sian slept at 4.30 am woke at 6.30am then puked at 7, 8 and twice at 9. Baaah the tequila smell was up my nose and throat, puked until I almost felt my guts coming out too. BOO

Butter Factory was nice manz lolx not to mention the fact that half of the guys there were DAMN HOT. Ahhaha me and Chang had a good time relaxing our eyes =p

Seeing you again + 2 glasses of whisky + half hr of so of dancing + tarr-ing 5 glasses of tequila with GH + 5 more mins of dancing = the combination which got me totally hopelessly wasted on Wed.

Yeah I know I was creating a scene crying and screaming outside butter fac =p Thankfully for the 5 greatest peeps who stuck with me looking after me the whole time =)

*HUGZ* to Chang who was taking such good care of me, telling me over and over "You don't need that bastard" and holding me throughout my whole drunkard moments. Though I was screaming and crying and almost got violent you didn't let me go for a single second =) Ahhaha giving him the deadliest glare and telling him to get lost. You're the best lah babe =) I love you!

*HUGZ* to Terence who was sucha sweetheart holding my hand throughout and reassuring me too =) Can still swim with you that 2 laps oook haha anytime manz drunk or not drunk*grinz*

*HUGZ* to Pam who came to my rescue and was there for me the whole while too. Ehh pain leh my head alamak let me knock on the ground tsk tsk heh. Love you lah babe thanks for being so honest to me this whole while. I'm sorry we all got rolled up in sucha complicated issue. But whatever it is, our friendship will remain alrights =)

*HUGZ* to GH who got me safely outta the club and helping to carry me around. Ahhaha and I'm soooo sorry I screamed at you for being so tall =p drunk lah paiseh. Know you were pissed coz you were worried about me lah. A sincere apology out to you my merlion! =) Your anger management class not bad eh hehz

*HUGZ* to Xianyi who was with us the whole while, getting me water and getting me safely back home =)

After that night, I seriously realise the importance of friends. If not for these bunch of guys here..I would have just jumped down the river beside Butter Fac already hehz

And of coz the BIGGEST FATTEST *HUGZ* to my one and only Chipz! Haiz I told you everything coz there's nothing I wanted to hide from you. I know you were upset about what happened with that nonsense fucktard who tried to dance with me..I would be as disappointed if it had been you honey. Yes to that blardy shitass, I didn't WANT to dance with you alrights. Under normal circumstances you would have been one of the sad victims of my deadly glare and equally deadly high heels which would more or less have rendered your Father's day void and non-existent in your calendar. Keep your grubby hands off me coz Chipz would fly back and and punch you upside down =) Love you Chipz wish you had been there that night BOOO

Stepping into someone else's relationship will only render all three parties hurt in the end. I learnt that the hard way...

Wellz finally met up with Elv after more than half a yr of nonsense that happened between us. Made up on his birthday on the 16th...Came to the conclusion that I HAD lost him as someone I was once deeply madly in love with but things are over, and I'm not gonna let myself lose him as my bestfriend. Even if given the chance to go back to the way we once were, I wouldn't...I would rather keep you as my bestfriend now. Quite a rushed meeting though since YOU had to fly ur ass off to Taiwan the next morning then still got what cousin birthday *strangles* Ha but it was nice seeing you again though. You've came this far Elv, I'm not gonna let you give it all up. Even if it kills me, I'm gonna see you through this. Come what may, you know from the start till the end, I'll always be here to catch you each time you fall. Be strong for those who love you alrights =)

Presenting out chauffuer of the night Ahahaha Xianyi!!!


Wahlau ehh..5 lifes were at risk when Xianyi wanted to turn to the cam 

Me, Pam and..half of Terence


Cam whores entertaining ourselves in the car


Me, Pam and a full Terence =p


Terence and GH 

Guang the Puang! Haha hope you'll be safetly back in SG in another 5 hrs or so..by that time I'll already be happily drunk at Butter Factory ahhaha I'll drink on your behalf =p did you say hi to the owls huh huh huh? *grinz* I'll disturb you tmr when I'm in a sober state =) happy cleaning tents puang!

MERLION!!! Our Singapore Icon =D

How do merlions come about?
Coz one fine night at Zouk, a certain someone decided to be damn smart then go and DRINK LIKE A FISH, PUKE LIKE A MERLION. Haha

*grinz* today I shall blog about our Singapore icon..the merlion!!! No lah not the big big one around esplanade, it's the small small one in NUS =D Mr Tan Guang Hong! Identity exposed lolx too bad =p Don't pray pray leh this merlion selected for BizAd pegeant caaan... not bad not bad *claps hands* though you didn't win, you'll always be our winner!!! =)

Ahhaha ya lah coz someone ytd complain my blog very lengthy mah
me: huh lengthy meh
GH : ya lah lengthy coz mostly not about me wan

Lol fine lah today talk about you ok merlion?
I realise today that I can never study with this merlion. Was mugging with Pam halfway then he come up disturb ahhaha ok lah we ALLOWED you to come over to entertain us caaan heh.
Damn crap leh you..tell you study you can talk talk talk while flipping the pages hahaha not even realising how ridiculous you looked *GRINS* I almost died laughing at you =D Lolx we were crapping so much Pam got kinda pissed with us. "STUDY LAAAH" heh

me: ehh..tmr you must wear long sleeves go club k..you look good in long sleeve shirts leh like last time
GH: hmms really arh *reaches out for Pam's lab coat* maybe I can wear this tmr
me: Yaaa CAN CAN NO PROBLEM *gives a VERY encouraging look* =D

AHAHHA merlion you're my No.1 entertainer manz...CHAO CRAP lah!


Me, GH and Pam



GH's gonna wear this to Butter Factory tmr DAMN HOT caaan =p


Ahhaha kana chased out by Pam.. AWWW

SCREWED

Screwed upside down, downside up. FUUUCCCCKK Biochem manz. Who are all the dumb idiots trying to be damn smartass figuring out all the rubbish conformations a stupid protein can have. Aurgh protein then protein lah want to know so much for WHAT.

TRIED to study biochem today..realise how amazing screwed I am in it already. Why all the text things like never remotely hear before in lectures waaaan*whines* Give up manz..shall proceed to the Big Plan Chart both me and Guang thought up for my sake =D

Plan A : Study damn blardy hard and do postgrad med in Aust, become a doc and then have
enough cash to retire and be a taitai

Plan B : If Plan A fails, find a handsome rich boyfriend who's a doc and THEN be a taitai

Plan C : If Plan B is not possible, find an ugly rich boyfriend who's a doc and THEN be a
taitai

Plan D : If Plan B & C fails, find a good friend who has a handsome rich FRIEND who's a doc
and THEN be a taitai

Plan E : If all fails...aiyah ANYONE who can make me a taitai

Sense the pattern?

Don't send in your applications if your not remotely connected to any of the plans above

Bwahaha ok lah rubbish..gee I'm not THAT shallow ok =D I'm NOT

Ahhaha anw talking to Terence about how screwed I was Prof Terence has some REALLY GOOD advice

Terence: I tell you what you can do with that book..burn it with a cup of water and gulp it down
Me : Ahhaha..the fucking book is damn HUGE man
Terence : You can spread it over three meals lah..burn only those you need to memorise
Me : Maybe I can join your lifeguard course too..as the victim..I'll drown myself
Terence: Don't give up hope, just burn and drink...and repeat step 1 again to feel reassured

Bwahaha yupz give it up for NUS's newest Prof..Prof Terence *claps hands* Best lah you

I need chocolates !!!

Yes Guang e Puaaaang I will MISS confusing YOU !!!

BOOOO e pig's gonna set off getting himself hopelessly lost in Berke now!!!! Ahhaha must say hi to all the owls in the jungle ok! Confirm guarentee plus chop they will say hi back waaan! Dun believe you try lah!*grinz* never bluff you lor i so nice heh

Die..must find other pple to disturb already =D

Ahhaha I found a new shopping himbo kahki thou ALLAN ALEX SIM!!!! Lols he claims he won't be intimidated and will follow me inside the lingerie shop. Sure no probs manz, I'll take a photo *GRINS* must see you SMILE BIG BIG ok! ahahaha!


I MISS CHIPZ TOOOOOO!

This TWEERP ytd bluff me say Spore got sell 2D! Wahlau make me blur then demand me to ask my sis and call Li. Idiot. When it all started from his stupid typo!!!

I miss the silly times we had manz..be it cooking (me) or trying to cook(him)

I miss POKING yooooou *grinz* coz you'll always jump to the other planet and have that
im-gona-cook-some-flounder look and say... OOOII !!! Hehe =D

I miss you eating up ALL the hum chim peng and leaving me a grand total of..ONE

I miss you calling me at all the wrong times when I'm trying to mug ahahaha but then again you still do that just that now it's spamming my inbox with 5-10 msges each time. "DI DI DI DI DI DI DI DI"

I miss your cheeky grin where your eyes will turn into slits =D ya lah same as mine lah

I miss you trying to raise my blood pressure with your nonsense

I miss seeing you WAYANG your way through worship when you NEVER practise. And then trying to make me deaf by banging the drums so blardy loud I can't hear myself on the piano. No wonder I screwed up ALL YOUR FAULT *poutz* =p

I miss pulling the matteress out from under you trying to wake you up. (This guy is a ULTIMATE ZHU man, me and sabby pulled the WHOLE matteress away during camp, he just roll onto the floor continue sleeping sheesh)

I miss you trying to escalate the Spore car accident rates everytime you're back...ahhaha kidding la

I miss you calling me EVERYTIME I'm just about to SLEEP and saying "Ehh I'm downstairs. Come down for icecream!"

I miss my crystal jade treat which you still owe me from TWO YEARS BACK!

I miss Chip's hugs *SOBZ*

Through the Fire

(Chaka Khan)

I look in your eyes and I can see

We've loved so dangerously

You're not trusting your heart to anyone

You tell me you're gonna play it smart

Were through before we start

But I believe that we've only just begun

When its this good, there's no saying no

I want you so, Im ready to go

Through the fire

To the limit, to the wall

For a chance to be with you

I'd gladly risk it all

Through the fire

Through whatever, come what may

For a chance at loving you

I'd take it all the way

Right down to the wire

Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel

You still need time to heal

And I can help if you'll only let me try

You touch me and something in me knew

What I could have with you

Well Im not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, theres no saying no

I need you so, Im ready to go

Through the test of time

Through the fire, to the limit

Through the fire, through whatever

Through the fire, to the limit

Through the fire, through whatever

I'm in loveeee ahhaha with Hady's voice manz he's good.
Current favourite song

DESPERADO

(Eagles)

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?

You been out ridin' fences for so long now

Oh, you're a hard one

I know that you got your reasons

These things that are pleasin' you

Can hurt you somehow

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy

She'll beat you if she's able

You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things

Have been laid upon your table

But you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger

Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home

And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'

Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?

The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine

It's hard to tell the night time from the day

You're losin' all your highs and lows

Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?

Come down from your fences, open the gate

It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you

You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

There's something about this song...which brings me back to that close to perfect day I had with you in city space...

If only all of that had been real...

My heart's breaking

Aurgh! Freaaak manz my fever's back!!! Ahh damn sian..feeling hot and cold again. Woke up at 12noon then feeling so nuaa went back to sleep again at 2pm ahaha. Hmms think my fever's back coz...I did 3 very naughty things ytd heh

- finally gave in to temptation...and ate Guang's MnMs
- met Jon at Biz for lunch ate chicken cutlet
- ate another 2 chipz ahoy chocolate chunk cookies for supper

AHHAHA Huiyi ang Guang are sooo gonna slap me upside down when they read this. *sheepish grinz* Sorry laa
BOO tried convincing Huiyi to go swimming with me ytd but she refused coz claiming that I'm still sick..which I am BWAHAHA how smart =D . So I also ps Jon for swimming heh

Jon: so you got bring your swimsuit anot
me: ahhaha nope
Jon: TMD *sian*

BWAHAHA

Lols I managed to persuade Jon not to go for his Sociology of Food lecture (why am I not surprised you took this type of nonsense module? =p ) and to come to TH and rot with me and Pam. Haha his lect was supposed to be at 12pm then we only met for lunch at 11.40? Heh so I SLOWLY SLOWLY eat my chicken cutlet and UBER SLOWLY drink my orange juice MUAHAHA

Jon: Ooi drink faster lah I late already leh
me: don't go laaah go for what haha come TH and watch movie lah
Jon: TMD never see people drink orange juice can drink so slow wan lah. I drink for you.

Haha by the time i drank finish my juice already 12.25. Lol so Jon decided to give in to temptation and come nuaa with us. Supposed to watch dvd with him, halfway too tired then went to nap.

After lab went to meet Jon again for abit before going home since that poor soul was all alone waiting for Eve to finish. I'm like how nice haha*grinz* Went to Forum and we were happily entertaining ourselves there.

Check this out manz MUAHAHA


Well Jon read though the book already while waiting for me. So I was flipping through it till this section about how giraffes had sex. Apparently when the male thinks its time for sex, then he will bum the female at the backside which will somehow induce urianting...

Jon: Yaa then the male will go drink the female's urine which makes him horny and check whether she fertile anot (from the taste of it). If she is, the he'll go fuck her

AHAHAH what a way to put it. BUT IT'S TRUE!

Then to this section about mites mating...
Jon: TMD..so small also can make love. How they find each other wan?

Lols this guy is a chinese version of Elv man..just as crap

ANYWAAAAY! My new love! Total Bitch Spa Kit and Vanity bag!
OMGGG its like how pweeeetty can*swoons* I WAN! I WAN! WO YAOOOO!
Basket..why so friggin ex lah the vanity bag is like 23 bucks can
Haiz if you happen to be a nice cute handsome stranger who's feeling damn extravagant at this moment in time, you can consider buying this for me *beamz* Sold at Forum =p




Soooo pweeetty! Soooo...BIMBOTIC! MUAHAHA! I like so what. Li will love it too lols sorry lah babe I no cash to buy it even for myself.

Oooh speaking of which I've came to this conclusion..I'm gonna get that Guess? wallet. HAAA my next allowance. Whee!

XXX : I like you cos..of your sincerity and character

How interesting...seems like these are also the two things which render me getting hurt over and over again..Haiz

Things to dooooo

AHHAHA! Mid term breaaaak! FINALLY manz! Planning all the stuff that I absolutely have to do this time round haha. SHOP SHOP SHOOOOOP. Lol retail therapy*grinz*

- shopping with Li on Mon

- shopping with Jon Eve and Huiyi..duno when yet

- meet up with Elv aft goodness knows how long

- meet up with Shaun..seems like his testosterone levels are decreasing after entering army
AHAHA must help him

- meet up with Gene (ahhaha after I ps him so many times)

- meet up with Ravin!!!! My silly little baboon who went to NTU when everyone else is in NUS!

- hope for usual drinking session with Saf, Mel, Kwan, Dezi, Faizal..Baah but according to Saf fasting month is starting..Dezi and Faizal might wanna be guai BOOO

- go back OUB to visit..hopefully Di bring her baby down at the same time..must go msg her

- buy chocs for Guang before his Berke trip on mon

- wana go canoooooeing anyone up for it?

- CLUB CLUB CLUB!!! My bitches Li, Olivia, Steph and Juliet went ytd!!! Haha but I wasn't in the mood to go. AHHAHA Li! You whoreeee why am I not surprised you were a bad girl again ytd?Huh huh huh? Sick and tired of things happening around me...decided to go for Bobo's party at Phuture hurrs gonna get myself hopelessly DRUNK on wed Woohoo! Tequila here I comeee! And to Shaun and Willie who STOLE away my Bourbon the last time so I couldn't drink, trust me I'll get violent this time Ahhaha kidding lah

- Lols what happened to studying??? Muahaha ok lah I'll go mug my organic chem for the upcoming test. Guai and Bad must have balance. How philiosophical of me lols

Felt so lost and upset again awhile back. Checked MSM both Li and chipz not around. Started crying..msged chipz and called Li.

Thx babe always coming to my rescue and cheering me up. I think it's getting irritating but who tell you to be my best girl AHAHAHA too bad, good titles come with big BIG sacrifices*grinz*

me : guess who came online
Li : ehh don't care lah..if he come and msg you some nonsense I'll make sure he can't type again

AHAHAA babe you best lah so fierce make me laugh lah lol *HUGZ* I LOVE YOOOU!

and chipz rushed all the way back from goodness knows where to get online to talk to me. And he feels guilty for not making it back in time (coz I cry finish liao) . Haha silly boy it's ok! Thx honey=)

and Pam who msged me online to see how I was

and Guang Hong who called me after knowing from Pam and who complained that I missed his call

AHAHA!

Merlion! You're my entertainer lah heh glad I didn't lose you as a friend. Cannot let that happen lah else next time I walk past merlion then I very sad leh the HOOOOOW =p hehe

I Miss Kwan...

Was talking to Pam for abit...said she needed someone to help her move on. Was listening to her troubles, she was listening to mine. Haiz what used to be 5 good friends are now all entangled in a very complicated relationship. Or maybe my part of it is more complicated.

Passed on to her what Kwan told me once when I was still hurting over things with Elv. 2 things which Kwan said that will always remain with me. (Yupz he's words had actually sunk that deep hurrs)

- In life, there'll only be that once or twice you meet someone you truly love. And it's sad that most of the times you'll never marry the ones that you truly love
- You'll never be able to forget the memories shared so you don't have to make yourself do that. But you gotta move on. And the next time you remember these memories, you shouldn't be feeling the same way that you are right now...

Ha when I thanked him and said that I'll never forget these two things that he said, STILL COMPLAIN sia
me : hey but thanks really..I'll always remember that one thing you said that time at Momo (might not be the exact words lah but SOMETHING like that)
Kwan : WAHLAU i said sooo many things you only rememeber ONE thing

AHAHAHA I miss this guy manz..One of the best pair of listening ears. One of the best friends I can ever meet in my lifetime. My guru during my depression period. Everytime I needed to cry or needed to bitch about some fucktard patient..straight to Room 7. No matter how many case cards he would have piled up on the table, he would always let us cry, bitch or nua for abit first until the GP girls come in to chase us out hehz.

The first doctor whose surgery I saw. During surgery STILL CAN PLAY! AHAHA crime exposed. =p what the patient doesn't know

This horrid pigg left US to go roll in his 15K per month BASIC pay at International Medical Clinic. Lol according to Saf it's supposed to be IMH*grinz*

I miss going to Room 7. Though Mun Heng was just as funny and DIRTY (there's something about Rm 7 and dirty doctors AHAHA) he's still not you.

You listened. You cared. And you won't allow me to wallow in it. You'll always bring me back to the fun and games.

For all that you said, all that you've done, all the clubbing nites out, all the rides home (ahaha coz I cheapskate laah) , thanks Kwaaaaaan! You're one in a million, my favourite doctor!*HUGZ*

Lol ok Mel comes next lah ahaha later he kill me don't invite me for wedding heh =p

I LOVE YOU TOO MEL!!!!
You and your funny dance moves.
You and your VODKA DOUBLE SHOT!!!

Yaaa must tell you guys about Mel and his vodka double shot. We were at one of the usual pubs Rav with the usual gang. I ordered vodka sprite rite then when it came, I tasted..

Me: Ehh like no alcohol leh cannot taste
Kwan (took a sip) : Ya no taste leh
Mel (took a sip) : Hmm got lah..just not as strong. Why don't you ask them for double shots?

The waiter heard us"OOH! I'm soo sorry! You ordered vodka sprite? I thought you ordered sprite"

Me n Kwan : *looks at Mel amazed* AHAHAHAH OMG MEL!!!! THERE WASN'T EVEN ANY ALCOHOL LAAAH! How you taste wan? Lol too many patients already. Working too hard. *pats back*

Mel my grouchy doctor, Kwan my dirty doctor heh you guys are classic lah.EVEN THOUGH not one but BOTH of you DIDN'T come to my rescue when I pengsan during union camp(stupid Kwan off hp, Mel never pick up having sex with girlfriend AHHAHA) and Faizal was the only kind soul available..it's OK ahaha I'll still love you guys!

Hur hur still can happily msg me "haha heard from mel you pengsan during camp tried to call me arh"

Ehh!Go out soon manz!What happened to our drink sessions every other week!BOOOO!
Kwan you still owe me Barcadi coke i still remember!
Mel you should treat too coz you're getting married AHAHAA =p




Me and Kwan


My cool uncle! I look how FAT!*gasp*


Forever 26 laah =p


Mel our grouchy doctor heh
( I love your laugh btw )

AHAHA disclaimer

and to the rest of the usual gang, Saf, Dezi, Faizal, JC, I love you guys too! =)

Maybe it's like what you've once said..in every relationship you've already given all that you can...why should you bother anymore. The times I've spent with you..all that I've said, all that I've done was true. I've loved you all that I could, I've cared for you all that I could...there's nothing left for me to give anymore...

I want so much to believe you..but how can I ever do that again?
I ask myself what is that...I realise it's my heart twisting
I would give the world to stop you from hurting...but how can I say that when I myself is hurting so badly..from you
I gave my best, but the best wasn't enough. I held on to my promises..you broke yours once and again.
Do you even realise how much you've disappointed me?

Hating you is the most exhausting thing...
I'm still hurting..I'm still disappointed by you...When will I ever learn?
But right now, I'm beyond the point of hating.
Right now...I'm just numb..to anything and everything around me
Numb...

I Can't Hate You Anymore

Nick Lachey

An empty room can be so deafening

The silence makes you wanna scream

It drives you crazy

I chased away the shadows of your name

And burned the picture in a frame

But it couldn't save me

And how could we quit something we never even tried

Well you still can't tell me why

We built it up

To watch it fall

Like we meant nothing at all

I gave and gave the best of me

But couldn't give you what you need

You walked away

You stole my life

Just to find what you're looking for

But no matter how I try

I can't hate you anymore....

I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be

The one I want who wanted me

And that's a shame but

There's only so many tears that you can cry

Before it drains the light right from your eyes

And I can't go on that way

And so I'm letting go of everything we were

It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up

To watch it fall

Like we meant nothing at all

I gave and gave the best of me

But couldn't give you what you need

You walked away

You stole my life

Just to find what you're looking for

But no matter how I try

I can't hate you anymore

Sometimes you hold so tight

It slips right through your hands

Will I ever understand?

AHAHA i love bullying Guang *grinz* he complains that I don't let him bully me but I'm always bullying him. Heh FUNNY mah no meeeeh. Lolx there's something about this guy that always cracks me up. Ehh guang arent you supposed to be walking to clementi already?Half an hr liao leh sooo SLOW lousy lah =p Ha shall think of more things to confuse my dear ol piggy heh
Confused piggy = Amused Owl
What a nice equation *beamz*

What am I supposed to say...when my heart is pulling me in two ways...

CHAR SIEW PAUUUUUU

Whee! Having yummy char siew paus yupz that's more or less my dinner. No appetite for anything else..3 down 2 more paus to go ahaha. Yummy yummy for the tummy!*slurps*

Chipz scolding me for blogging when I'm supposed to be sick and resting AHAHAH *grinz*
Ehh please lor YOU are the future doctor who REFUSES to eat medicine when sick lah. Claims that its not nice *faints*

Me: Oh no..do you have the charcoal pills with you? Ehh I noe you hate meds but must eat lah else you won't get well wan lorr
Chipz : I do lar..I don't wan leh
Me: CHIPZ!!!! EAT IT!!!
Chipz: don't want

*faints* u best

Sighs physio test tmr haven't study yet laaah..how interesting

Baah Jon's tempting me to go swim at SRC tmr...but that piggg don't wanna wait for me lah! End lab at around 4 plus 5 maaah still got sun mah no meh BOOO. I NEED TO EXERCISE!!! Bahh i can feel the fats accumulating waiting to engulf my whole entire body. Should I go should I not go? Sianism...Ok study!

Random Photos

Me stoning

Li stoning

Project X at Zouk

Forgot to put this up previously.
See what I mean by Al cooking with the
wok cover as a shield?Muahaha


No link..super disorganised entry. Baah really tempted to eat the MnMs Guang got me ytd BOO Why CANNOOOT?*poutz*