settled settled settled

Hmms...so many things happening over these few days of CNY...finally settled down more or less for now.

Settled things with Mich. 2 year conflict finally over. Wells seems like there were alot of misunderstandings and people saying different things to us that made this whole issue become uglier and uglier. Whatever it is...it's over, so everyone let's just shuddup and enjoy our lifes.

Settled things with someone else. Someone I really do care about alot but couldn't bring myself to love. One day, you'll find someone, someone more worthy of your love. Didn't we both already know what it would come to? Hurting you was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I'm sorry. But for now, I've given my heart away to someone else, and I never really gotten it back to make myself whole again. Loving you, would just turn into a mistake we would regret in time to come.

But I know we'll work through this, and we'll be alright again =) we'll be the way we once used to be again.

Thanks Kai, Elv and Panda for being there for me, to scream at, to rant at, to whine at and to see me cry my eyeballs out. Haha dumb Kai says that everytime he talks to me, he'll always come up with some kinda new nonsense he wouldn't even have thought he would dream of, which apparently makes him feel wiser. Lols cheap thrill lah you. But yeaps, he has this weird power of putting my every emotion into words, emotions that even I myself couldn't figure out. Haha and yeaps he further convinced me that I wasn't a pyscho wahaha! Yaay and I finally figured it out! =)

With every issue that arises, it just makes it stronger. You're my every reason to love...and I'm loving you all over again, stronger and much more this time...