Gone...

Happy 21st Bdae Bobo!Ahhaha so we were the only 2 merlions that night*grinz*
Lolx fine my reaction abit slow lah the merlion in me only came out in the morning. Sian slept at 4.30 am woke at 6.30am then puked at 7, 8 and twice at 9. Baaah the tequila smell was up my nose and throat, puked until I almost felt my guts coming out too. BOO

Butter Factory was nice manz lolx not to mention the fact that half of the guys there were DAMN HOT. Ahhaha me and Chang had a good time relaxing our eyes =p

Seeing you again + 2 glasses of whisky + half hr of so of dancing + tarr-ing 5 glasses of tequila with GH + 5 more mins of dancing = the combination which got me totally hopelessly wasted on Wed.

Yeah I know I was creating a scene crying and screaming outside butter fac =p Thankfully for the 5 greatest peeps who stuck with me looking after me the whole time =)

*HUGZ* to Chang who was taking such good care of me, telling me over and over "You don't need that bastard" and holding me throughout my whole drunkard moments. Though I was screaming and crying and almost got violent you didn't let me go for a single second =) Ahhaha giving him the deadliest glare and telling him to get lost. You're the best lah babe =) I love you!

*HUGZ* to Terence who was sucha sweetheart holding my hand throughout and reassuring me too =) Can still swim with you that 2 laps oook haha anytime manz drunk or not drunk*grinz*

*HUGZ* to Pam who came to my rescue and was there for me the whole while too. Ehh pain leh my head alamak let me knock on the ground tsk tsk heh. Love you lah babe thanks for being so honest to me this whole while. I'm sorry we all got rolled up in sucha complicated issue. But whatever it is, our friendship will remain alrights =)

*HUGZ* to GH who got me safely outta the club and helping to carry me around. Ahhaha and I'm soooo sorry I screamed at you for being so tall =p drunk lah paiseh. Know you were pissed coz you were worried about me lah. A sincere apology out to you my merlion! =) Your anger management class not bad eh hehz

*HUGZ* to Xianyi who was with us the whole while, getting me water and getting me safely back home =)

After that night, I seriously realise the importance of friends. If not for these bunch of guys here..I would have just jumped down the river beside Butter Fac already hehz

And of coz the BIGGEST FATTEST *HUGZ* to my one and only Chipz! Haiz I told you everything coz there's nothing I wanted to hide from you. I know you were upset about what happened with that nonsense fucktard who tried to dance with me..I would be as disappointed if it had been you honey. Yes to that blardy shitass, I didn't WANT to dance with you alrights. Under normal circumstances you would have been one of the sad victims of my deadly glare and equally deadly high heels which would more or less have rendered your Father's day void and non-existent in your calendar. Keep your grubby hands off me coz Chipz would fly back and and punch you upside down =) Love you Chipz wish you had been there that night BOOO

Stepping into someone else's relationship will only render all three parties hurt in the end. I learnt that the hard way...

Wellz finally met up with Elv after more than half a yr of nonsense that happened between us. Made up on his birthday on the 16th...Came to the conclusion that I HAD lost him as someone I was once deeply madly in love with but things are over, and I'm not gonna let myself lose him as my bestfriend. Even if given the chance to go back to the way we once were, I wouldn't...I would rather keep you as my bestfriend now. Quite a rushed meeting though since YOU had to fly ur ass off to Taiwan the next morning then still got what cousin birthday *strangles* Ha but it was nice seeing you again though. You've came this far Elv, I'm not gonna let you give it all up. Even if it kills me, I'm gonna see you through this. Come what may, you know from the start till the end, I'll always be here to catch you each time you fall. Be strong for those who love you alrights =)