I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE LATE

If you're late once, its ok

If you're late twice, its ok

If you're late thrice, its ok

If you're friggin' late EVERY SINGLE TIME, ITS NOT OK!!!!

I hate people who are late, who say that they'll definitely NOT be late, who's lateness is the root of why you're so tired and sian everyday, coz you have to wake up early to call them to MAKE SURE they are awake and to hurry them every half hour to see why they are walking around the house taking their own sweet time. Then FINALLY after they are ready after a friggin' 2 hours of PRANCING AROUND THE HOUSE they finally decide that they should get outta the house IN TIME to get THEIR OWN THINGS. They totally brush aside the fact that since we can't go to the zoo (coz of his lateness) they could at least make the EXTRA effort to get their lazy ass off the house faster so we can go and watch the sunset but NOOOO we're gonna watching the friggin MOONSET. And what does it say about the guy when he's at home eating his cake while the girl is at home WAITING for him in HUNGER so that they can eat together later?

I feel like using vulgarities...but i shall keep them pent up in my system

I'm annoyed

VERY VERY ANNOYED

my whole day is spoilt...i don't know why it happens everytime he's late. I don't understand why he doesn't get it...why he can't just hurry and not spoil the whole entire day...

GUYS do NOT need to take 2 hours to get ready. If you do, I expect you to show up in full makeup, foundation, concealer, bronzer, eyeliner, eyeshadow, fake eyelashes, mascara, blusher, tweaked eyebrows and done up hair - THAT's the reason why people are 2 hours late. If you're out with a girl who dresses up faster than a guy, do take the extra effort to get up earlier.

I'm more disappointed than angry...this is happening every single time that i can't find myself trusting you about anything anymore...I don't know what to do...

If this go on...we're just going down the road of no return...and it'll all be too LATE

Too little too late (Jojo)

Ooh no

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Life's actually quite good when guys are not so dense =D

=) wellssss I've decided that I shall not just leave the blog to be so unhappy sounding and as if my life sucks really baddd...noooo it does NOT hehe

*grin grin* and right now Janna is happily anticipating her trip to MacRitchie this Thurs. Well I suggested to go Kenny Rogers to pick up some munchies (largely due to the fact that I'm in love with their Mac and Cheese) BUTTT Mr Lazy was whining away about how far it is and blah blah blah by the time he actually agreed (after some arm twisting) to go with me to Marina to pick up the food, I've decided to instead make the food from home. Growls.

AND a quick update on my boring bestfren's life...Mr Chong is joining me in NUS!!!! WOOPEEEE! bleh after going ON and ONNNN about how he's SOOO gonna stay in his lil pond in NTU, he has been CONVINCED to come to NUS AND to join Union Camp with me *hohoho*

I wanna watch Sex and the Cityyyy! *bites*

The Heart is not allowed to Daydream

No its not, everytime it does, and feels happy about its mindless daydream, it gets shot down by the BRAINLESS male species.

No i'm sorry, nobody in the right mind would even think of a future with you. ESPECIALLY NOT ME. Disgusting...

I hate all men...they are retarded

i only wish to be happy...

except for the few ever loyal peeps or those who are bored outta their minds and have nothing else better to do, i doubt anyone else comes here anymore...which makes it more or less safe...

to recall the past 2 years is just too much of pain and horror...the ups and downs and downs and downs. i wonder why people love to butt their noses into other people's private stuffs and create a whole load of shit outta it, or how some people are too miserable about their pathetic farking life they wish to make others lives just as miserable, or how we can trust in someone so much and overnight they chose to take sides with their just as pathetic boyfriends (as above mentioned).

life's pathetic sometimes

and NO its not that I've not let go of the the past, I'm long past that...just that once certain things have happened, certain parts of you have changed...no longer being able to be the same person you are, you're trapped. And those who don't know you well enough, they feel that you're being an idiot not able to let go of the past and that you're not being brave enough to move forward and they are sick and tired of hearing you whine and cry about your past...well...maybe they haven't thought about the plain fact that not everyone is like them and able to suck up everything and move on...if its possible, why call it HURT?

the first time I met Li again after soooo damn long (thx to a stupid ultra farking bastard who no doubt ought to die a horrible death and be banished to the darkest parts of hell for the farking thing he has done to destroy my social life, which i'm happy to announce that i've gotten it back and BETTER) , something she said hit me hard...that at that point of time when things were so rough between so many of us and I was caught up in the stupid union and their retarded nonsense, instead of feeling angry she actually felt sad that I had turned out that way, when I used to be such a happy-go-lucky girl who loved the world...then i turned out to be someone who hated the world...

which brings me to another thing

RELATIONSHIPS

the ultimate hurt

i feel like i'm on an emotional rollercoaster ride again. Ever since that day, I told myself to stop throwing tantrums...duhh, i'm not stupid, i know its annoying to put up with a crazy girl getting mad at all the things that you say. I told myself again and again and AGAIN to ignore feelings of hurt...but why am i not voicing them out, instead i'm pushing it to the back of my heart once again? The only thing i'm ever asking for is for someone to be a little more sensitive in choice of words...but as much as it is always either brushed aside, willingly or unwillingly acknowledged, the same problem comes up. Everytime I feel happy...I'm always brought down by SOMETHING. I hate that kind of feeling. Most of all, I hate that kind of fear. The fear of knowingly that the unhappiness is just lurking somewhere waiting for someone to activate and ruin your day.

I started out looking forward to today...to being happy...and now its all downhill again...(I'm sooo glad I'm finally gonna booze again with Elv tmr...alcohol can't solve anything, but at least the action of it takes the pain away temporarily)

"why am I on the search again when I know what the end will be?"

I've more or less given up...I've decided to stop getting angry, start blogging, and continue to banish that hurt to the back of my mind and heart each time. I don't know how bad it'll make my system go with the constant built up since i'm never one to keep things to myself, butttt i think i'm getting an obsession with hurting myself anyway.

It hurts just as much when you're constantly being told that you're not this, you're not that...you should be this, you should be that.

you should be stronger
you shouldn't always cry
why are you so afraid of little things
why are you always like that
what is wrong with you AGAIN

I'm never good enough...

that's ME...no guy was able to survive ME anyway, came to that conclusion, and that was when I've given up on loving...just when I started to love again....

Maybe you hadn't known at first...but I told you...more than once, more than twice

you ended up disappointing me

when trust is gone...there's nothing left

once again...i don't deserve to be lied to

Congrats my dear Bimb!

Rawrs...i'm actually in a horrid mood now coz of some stuffs but i wanna blog abt something EXCITING!!!!

YAYS! Jenn & Walton are getting engaged on 12 March 2008 6.30pm Wed!!!! SO EXCITING!!!! And it's gonna be at some yatch club larr SO COOL RITEEEE!!! SO ROMANTICCCC!!!! *swoons*

DAMN EXCITING LAR! I'm so happy for them! *beams* it's a great feeling seeing your friends walk from a boy-girlfriend relationship to commitment in marriage. =)=)=) They are SO made for each other larr! Both equally crazy =)

Asked Jenn if she's excited about it, she said that she more worried that she'll burst out laughing!!! Omg...haha no doubt my bimbo lol. As her great friends, me n Saf will be glad to throw something at her if she starts to laugh *beams*

I'm happy for my pretty bride. *MUACKS* here's to you! Love you so so much!

The One You Love (Glenn Frey)

I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above