Emotions...I'm not supposed to show

Yes. I've told myself not to be bothered over and over again. But, I'm annoyed. And partially annoyed at the fact that I'm in no position to say anything.

The question lingers at the back of my mind. It won't go away. But do I really want to know? I don't know.

I've feelings too. And I'm wondering why I'm killing myself trying to appear emotionless, something I've never done before in my entire life.

Then I realise...it's coz there's still this mask I must wear.

So cry. All I can do is cry behind that mask.
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"If somebody loves you, won't they always love you?"