Honestly...I'm wondering why in the world I'm fighting and fighting to stay in this relationship when it's your so called friends who will always get the final say. Why am I giving so much and caring so much, when in the end, they all take higher priority than me, when I'm the one who's hurt the most.

I don't see how unreasonable I am. I don't flare up for no reason. I am upset coz I was the one pushed over the edge, having to recall every little thing, EVERY lil hurt and pain that was inflicted on ME in the past. The past was what I had wanted to forget, it was YOU who had to make me remember. HOW CAN I NOT BE UPSET?!

Whatever lah huh...go marry them lah. If they are called your true friends, why are you afraid of losing their friendship coz of this? If they're your true friends, they would never leave you wadsoever.

Still annoyed