Danger Zone

I don't like the vulnerable feeling after sharing too much of your life with people that you've yet to know. Not that I want to generalize and put everyone in that category...but it's happened so many times before, I'm more than aware of it. I feel torn.

Reality

Survival

Backstabbing

Betrayal

Where does friendship and trust fit into all these?

I wish so much to go back to 8 mths ago...now I wish to trust but I simply can't do it completely anymore. Not without the persistent doubts that always hover around me. Its not just an annoying feeling...its one that tears you apart completely and leaves you empty. As if telling you you shouldn't be feel happy around people anymore. Coz it's wrong.