Liberated

I feel liberated after turning down the interview...just too many things on my mind, too little time this semester and too drained to take on the role. There's not gonna be another chance anymore but...ohwells...I'm not prepared to wanna go back to life as it was before anyway. I'm happy giving all of that up.

I'm happy where I am now.

Even though I feel that I'm getting too comfy till sometimes it feels like im stepping in danger zone...I'm scared, but that's nothing much I can do about it.