Just Once
(James Ingram)

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowing whatever we got going
And seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer
Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why the goodtimes never last for very long
Seems we're always blowing
Whatever we got going

Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
That we're no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together

Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it

Just once
If we could get to it

Just Once...

Heart's twisting...don't know why.
Or maybe I do know...I just don't want to admit it
It's easy to say...easy to tell yourself to be prepared...but it's so hard to turn back when you've been falling for so long, so hard to tell yourself be prepared to let go.
But why let go when it means so much to me?
Once again I find myself in a situation similar to the one a yr ago...stuck in a vicious cycle...thoughts running wild when I'm not around people.
I finally found someone I want so much to spend the rest of my life with...if only he could feel that way too...
If only you would let me love you for the rest of your life...you know I would.
Insecurities are coming and going like a huge rollercoaster ride of emotions...thx Kai for bring my superhero and putting up with my frequent tantrums. BOO