Goodbye (Air Supply)

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life


I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong


You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye


You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me


I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong


You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

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Wanted to go swim but it started raining...matches my mood I guess.
Tears streamed down my face as this song played on the radio. The words were just all too familiar...too familiar. The pain tugging at my heart came back again...then again, how can I say that it came back again when it never left before? Was there any other paths we could have taken? Was there any other way than to say goodbye? Was there anything else to say? In years to come, would we be walking down seperate paths leaving behind regrets? For you, I don't think so...for me, I don't know.

I don't know if I can make it down to Vbash today...if I could, I don't know if I should still be meeting GH, coz I'm gonna piss him off again...I woke up to this urge of wanting to get wasted tonight, even though this time, I know it's gonna be without the security of knowing that you'll be there...