I can't do it.

"It's like a bandage. It hurts that why you wanna pull it off slowly, but in the long run, you'll hurt even more. Pull it off in one go. It'll hurt so bad, but it'll be over soon."

I can't do it. Coz at this moment in time, I care about him more than anything else in the world. I don't know who else is gonna be there if I'm ever gone. I don't know who else he can turn to who can bring him out of it. I don't want him to have to wear a mask and be happy when he's not. I don't want him to hurt.

I'd rather take on the hurt myself. I'd rather wear the mask myself.