How am I Supposed to Live Without You
(Micheal Bolton)

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept you heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true

How do you tell yourself not to fall for someone who cared so much about you?
How do you tell yourself not to fall for someone who sees so much more in you than yourself?
How do you tell yourself not to fall for that one person who never fails to make you smile?
How do you tell yourself not to fall for that person who always agrees to do the silliest things with you?
How do you tell yourself not to fall for the person who makes you feel like the most special person in the world at your lowest point, grouchiest and most chaa chard moods?

When I was bleeding today, it hurt so bad. I know you rushed down after receiving my call. It didn't hurt anymore coz I had you beside me. Coz I had you to hold my hand. Coz I had you to let me bite your hand when I was in pain. Coz I had you to hug me to make me feel better.

Then during the treatment, it hurt again coz you couldn't come in with me, you weren't there beside me, you weren't there to hold my hand, you weren't there to let me bite your hand, you weren't there to hug me to make me feel better.

Everything that had seemed so wrong, begin to seem so right. Yet now is so wrong. It's not your fault so don't go blaming yourself. It's mine. I tried to stop I really did. But in the end I let myself continue to fall. I hate myself. Hate myself for doing this. Hate hate hate hate hate hate hate!

I know you're not letting me go. Neither do I wanna let go of you. I don't want to wake up to that horrible feeling that you're gone from me, the one thing I fear the most. I can't imagine not seeing you again. Yet I don't have the courage to see you now. Don't want to avoid you coz I don't wanna break that promise I made to you. Yet dunno if I'm strong enough to handle it.

I need you to be a part of this life.

All I know is I miss you now.

All I know is I wanna see you now

All I know is I wanna hear your voice now

All I know is I wanna see your smile now


I'm sorry Li...this time I'm sinking...I'm shutting everyone out. Just let me go...