FEAR *hyperventilates*

oh yar...and btw, there's something bothering me now... I'm thinking of whether to face up to my greatest fear or to just not do anything about it =( *sobz* those who know (which I've a feeling only Ahgong knows what I'm talking about...and a couple of others) WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOO?

Growls

I think I know the answers from you guys anyway =( BOO...but I don't want to

Plus I won't have Ahgong to cry to these whole 5 months = more than half of the reasons why I should not

something i can't get over because of all that had happened before...i can remember all of that so well, the fear the engulfs me each time and eats me up inside.

if only she were still here...maybe i can find that motivation to still do it coz i know i can look for her.

i wished you were still here.

neither will you know how sad i am, nor does it matter anymore...