I'm back

*people say that when you're upset, your palms start to hurt*

i realise i start to blog when i'm upset...or maybe coz i don't know who to tell my thoughts and feelings to...not anymore

feel that everyone is judging me from everything i do

and it hurts and hits you especially hard when u feel that tt someone u love is doing the same

i understand now what its like when everything you do for people straight from your heart, doesnt seem to be reciprocated or even appreciated

i can start to be an expert on emotional rollercoaster rides...its amazing how i manage to keep my feet on the ground

im starting to lose myself

i love being simple and ignorant...that's how i live my life happily. call me immature but i don't want to change myself. Lil things can make me so happy, and lil things can bring me down. DON'T MAKE ME CHANGE!

different people have different threshold

so emotionally drained...im trying so hard to be strong for you but its getting so hard, i don't know how it's gonna get better

maybe i should keep the unhappiness to myself...everything i do is just creating more trouble for everyone, friendships broken, trust lost, what's the point? i'll just shutup...if it makes everyone feel better, doesn't really matter that i hurt anyway

nobody really cares anyway...