i don't feel like crying on the day i'm gonna leave...i feel like i'm reaching my breaking point

aH^sAm says:
so far by now... your tolerance lvl quite high lehz

aH^sAm says:
u ask yourself how much more u can take... and ends up taking more and more...

aH^sAm says:
and u nv realise..

aH^sAm says:
and u will continue this way...

you've 9 days to be shared among whichever other girl who wants a piece of you, you've all the time in the world to be sleeping after i'm gone, i'm just asking for the last half of the day...

i don't need you to be the sweetest guy in the world, i don't need you to buy anything for me, you should know that the smallest things you do, like just lifting me for a twirl, can make me the happiest girl ever.

i'm only asking for effort...

which seems like it's just too hard to ask for...

which seems to me that i'm not worth this effort

i'm leaving this time, with a heavy heart...because like all the other relationships that failed, i can't sustain it alone...but this relationship that might be about to fail, is by far the most important to me in my life