it's never too far away

him: what are thinking about?
her: that if i could stay like this forever, it'll be the most blissful thing

even though right now everything's going seemingly ok, it's never really gone...the fear of losing you and living seperate lives one day

sometimes its as if this life with you is slowly ticking away...buying time...waiting the moment to explode and end...and what would i be left with?

an empty shell of who i used to be

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Wells yesterday was another nights out at Zouk.

Li, Sammy, Micheal, Sam, Timond, Matt and ME

tequila shot, whisky shot, my yummy yummy for a burning tummy flaming Lamboooo (was supposed to drink tgt with Sam but the bartender sucked, he couldn't light up the alcohol simultanously boo) and last for not least Matt got us a Submarine...some shitty beer and tequila thing which got me tipsy for a full hour *bleh* This still stands. I hate beer.

Hurr and the cheapo way haha, buying Baron's from 7 eleven to get high before going in. *hands up* i was not involved in this crime ahahaha i wonder who was though =p

the company was good, the music was good, yet somehow the night wasn't as enjoyable as the Friday before...maybe coz i had just too much on my mind, and drinking...just left me more empty...

"i could put my arms around every boy i see, but nothing compares...to you"