A few things that I came to realise in the span of these couple of weeks...
1. Most guys (except for bitchy ones) try to be friends with everyone. Sometimes they expect others to be the same, which is totally RETARDED. It's impossible to treat everyone as your friend. I'm saying this not that I'm trying to be a mean person but I mean being selective in one's choice of friends. There has to be a different degree of trust that we have in different friends. And there are also people that you don't wish to befriend because you know from experience or from others that they are not simple people. For fellow christians, as children of God, yes, we choose not to harm or be mean to others around us, but in my opinion, that doesn't mean we have to be good friends with everyone.
I'm glad to say, those I truly regard as friends, they support me all the way, the same way they know I will be supporting them. To these friends of mine, you know who you guys are, and I love each one of you. =D If you're not sure whether you're my friend bwahaha you can msg me to double check. Hee.
2. Certain things, I realise it is not a matter of whether you're over it already. Some things will always leave a scar in your life.
It's been so long since I'm over you. I've moved on that's for sure. But that doesn't mean that I don't mind seeing you again as much as you don't mind seeing me again. I hate to have to run into you. And TWICE today. I hate it that of all places you had to sit so damn near to my table. You totally upset my balance. I hate to have to remember you, the times we had and the hurt that you put me through. I hate to have to remember how stupid I was and how I was taken like a fool over and over again...played by you. I hate it that the whole entire day after that you were stuck in my head, not coz I still love you, but coz of all the things that had happened between us. For that short period of 2 months, you've scarred my whole entire life.
To my friends, don't ever lie to me. Coz as much as anyone else, no one deserves to be lied to. Maybe some might say I'm holding on to this principle too tightly, but if anyone can lie to me, where is the basic trust in being friends?
3. I don't know when this will be over. Happiness tends to be only momentary. I too wish things were different. I too wish we could really be happy.
1. Most guys (except for bitchy ones) try to be friends with everyone. Sometimes they expect others to be the same, which is totally RETARDED. It's impossible to treat everyone as your friend. I'm saying this not that I'm trying to be a mean person but I mean being selective in one's choice of friends. There has to be a different degree of trust that we have in different friends. And there are also people that you don't wish to befriend because you know from experience or from others that they are not simple people. For fellow christians, as children of God, yes, we choose not to harm or be mean to others around us, but in my opinion, that doesn't mean we have to be good friends with everyone.
I'm glad to say, those I truly regard as friends, they support me all the way, the same way they know I will be supporting them. To these friends of mine, you know who you guys are, and I love each one of you. =D If you're not sure whether you're my friend bwahaha you can msg me to double check. Hee.
2. Certain things, I realise it is not a matter of whether you're over it already. Some things will always leave a scar in your life.
It's been so long since I'm over you. I've moved on that's for sure. But that doesn't mean that I don't mind seeing you again as much as you don't mind seeing me again. I hate to have to run into you. And TWICE today. I hate it that of all places you had to sit so damn near to my table. You totally upset my balance. I hate to have to remember you, the times we had and the hurt that you put me through. I hate to have to remember how stupid I was and how I was taken like a fool over and over again...played by you. I hate it that the whole entire day after that you were stuck in my head, not coz I still love you, but coz of all the things that had happened between us. For that short period of 2 months, you've scarred my whole entire life.
To my friends, don't ever lie to me. Coz as much as anyone else, no one deserves to be lied to. Maybe some might say I'm holding on to this principle too tightly, but if anyone can lie to me, where is the basic trust in being friends?
3. I don't know when this will be over. Happiness tends to be only momentary. I too wish things were different. I too wish we could really be happy.
posted by bringmetolife @ 12:39 AM
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