You built that wall...and made it stronger

you chose

you decided

you made us a thing of the past

as much as i wanna tell you some things, as much as i wished things were back the way they were, i know it can't be done...because you never gave it a chance

as much as i can try not to care, not to feel anything, i can't deal with my own emotions. I don't want to admit defeat, not when i've gave up so much, but to think back on those words that you've said to me, it totally shattered me as a person. You never meant it in that way, but it was the most harsh few words anyone has ever said to me.

letting go is scary...when you don't know where this road would lead. Yet there are times when a person just gives up and lets it go...let it be...if it comes back, i'll know it's mine, if it doesn't...i'll never turn back too.

don't tell me because i don't wish to know anymore. i can't compete with the people you make important in your life and i don't wish to. there are many more than willing to make you no. 1 in their lives.

this is your path, the road you chose