Mobilized

was "mobilized" by Saf at 5.45pm to join the bunch for drinks *rawrr* when i was JUST about to tear myself away from my storybook to study...ohwells it was a nice break though and as usual talks filled with the ultimate kind of BULL haha

stupid Mel told me to make my blog less sappy and Kwan told me to mention him so...Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan Kwan

there you go wahahah

and to my darrrrling Mel who's stepping into the graveyard of love and marriage coming 11th Aug, i am SOOOO happy for you! =D honestly, all the best for you manz! Live a happy life with Lilian! *ah lah lah so sweeet =p* As your friend, I'm truly glad that you've finally found that special one so from the bottom of my heart, I wish you well and a great marriage =) yeaps...and I'm going to Brunei for the weddinggggg!!! =D =D =D wahaha thank you in advance manz LOL

was talking to Mel...and then he asked me, "it is emotionally draining ain't it?"

it is...but nothing i can do about it

and there i go again...thinking too much...how can i compare? what is there to fight when i've already lost the battle more than once...

if you can erase your past and the hurt that came along with it...would you? I really wished I could...scars upon scars...when will they end?

i can't say for Mun Heng's case...i'm kinda in the same boat myself. When all the rest were berating him...as pissed off as I was on his behalf, I didn't wish to do the same. Of coz the rest can scold you, tell you to f*ck it and leave her...they are happily married and happily attached. As a friend, I'll respect that.....there'll always be another side of the story that people don't know.

love is irrational...that's why i'm still sinking...