The one thing that I tried to hold on to...

"I shouldn't care wonder where and how you are, but I can't hide this heart inside my broken heart. I'm fighting backing emotions that I've never fought before, coz I'm not supposed to love you anymore..."

Is it too little too late? Two roads to walk down, one road to choose. I don't want to be selfish...yet I don't know what else to do. Try again? I can't pretend this heart wasn't hurt. Yet I can't pretend that I can do without you.

Should I treat this as the 1st obstacle in our relationship and to overcome it together? Or should I just let go as I've already said? I don't know if I should accept the challenge with you...I don't know if my heart can ever take another time of losing you...

This road I set out to take...suddenly seems so unfamiliar