If tomorrow starts without me

If tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me
As much as I love you
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand
And said my place was ready in heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity, And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things, You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand, and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart.

Yeah studying sucks but no I'm not gonna kill myself...I still gotta sloggg through another 10 more days to freedom. Haha 15 more days to Puang's freedom then he promised to take me out gaigai! WHEE! =D My motivation = many many expeditions with Puang, shopping trips with my bitches and bwahaha who can forget...clubbing ourselves outta contrrrroooollll =D Ahahaha Li almost choked when I said I don't feel like clubbing anymore*grinz* ok I shall stop giving you heart attacks lah =p Hmms well no more dirty dancing...my heart's with someone else =)